ytd was a good and bad day for mi!!!

started in the afternoon went for cg hehe so fun we got to play who stole the cookie from the cookie jar haha in the end it was morgan and jiayuan!!! haha then after had praise and worship and then mi and ching ''concert'' haha both of us were like shivering!! haha but was kkz la.. then after tt went for service... first i dropped my bible then my note then my pen then the glowstick ahhhh!! i was so clumsy!! hehe.. then after tt we went for fellowship at katong haha had laksa so nice worx but the uncle's attitude is haiz nvm.. haha... wat made mi sad was when i came home my dad was like asked mi...

dad:where did you go?
me:church...
dad:wat church??
me:city harvest
dad:christian one ah
me:yea..
dad:i told you rite then i am totally against you to go christian church.
me:but why ain't catholic and christian the same just that catholic pray through mother mary to God
dad:no they wan money all they tok is abt money
me: no i dun tink so...
dad:then you be christian is as good as not hving your father and mother cannot hold joss stick cannot eat tis
eat tat...
me:no wat we can hold the joss sticks but just prefably not and then we can eat anything we want wat...
dad: ahya you will find out later la
[[me half heart broken... coz wat does he mean by as good as not hvin father and mother you mean they will disown me if i tell them tt i am a christian or those who are christians are as good as not hving parents]] tt hurt mi alot la... haiz why dun they just understand it is abt hving a relationship wid God not abt individual religion... just wanna CRY!!!!my mother herself is a catholic she oso dun understand, guess tt it will take a long time for my dad to accpet my choice to become a christian... or maybe they juz tink i am still too young to make my own decision.... i realli dunno super confused now!!! haiz...

kkz gtg...bb...tc...ppl!!! wheee....