haiz...veri long nvr blog le... anyway i juz changed my blogskin! hehe

tis few days dunno why i juz feel like breakin down but i juz dunno why tears dun flow through my eyes... maybe i am juz cold blooded... haiz....been tinkin a lot tis few days... but juz cant get the answer i really wan.........

first.... i hv a feeling tt the clique is drifting a part... we are not tokin like we used to... its really no use... i mean mr quek why did you hv to be saddistic and seperate all of us.... its like later we get out of sec sch no frenz ah all of us come find you lorz...haha... anyway i miss the old seatin arrangement... i dun really like the exsistin one lorz.. the four of us so apart from one another.. haiz... cant stand it!

second... me and my dad hardly tok... coz he doesnt wan to tok to mi.. and i dunno wat to tok to him....... its like I CANT STAND TIS LIFE! wats wid comin home everyday and not tokin... tis family has already no meaning for mi... coming back home juz a place to sleep... does not really matter to mi... now in my life i onli hv GOD, my bros and sis in christ where they really care a lot for mi... one thing tt i will nvr regret to do is to join church and be part of N105.... my frenz... esp sophia... two gals who juz wants to break down are supporting each other no matter wat storm comes to us....

third.....i feel really bad... i juz read my fren's blog and i felt like crying with her... how can i be so foolish and dunno wats happening to her... how can i not noe! i feel so useless.. all tt brave front she puts up... i really wan to let her noe tt there are still many people out there who cares for her... cry it all out bahx... you will feel better de... and i will be ya listening ear anytime...

haiz... nowadays so many ppl around mi + mi is down.... we juz dunnno wat to do... who will help us??